On the way to my funeral God came and reawaken me
Today was like the first time I physically attended a weekend service in probably a month. Also it was communion service which I felt weird about partaking in. As I got the plate I felt a strong sense of unworthiness and a voice came to me at that moment saying their is always a place for you at my table. He sure is faithful
I’m leaving in 3 weeks even though I’m none fav on here I will be gone for 4 months and will not be able to access tumblr. Well if you still want to contact me, maybe send me an encouraging letter be a pen pall etc pm me. I will share the email I will be using and where you can send me letters.
I have been feeling trapped in sin and away from God lately. Then I take a good look at my daily life when things were good compared to now. I use to wake up praising his name, at night when I couldn’t sleep I grabbed my bible and read it instead of hopping online, read my bible daily and deeply, prayed continuously and I attended church often. I currently am not upholding any of these things, how can I expect God to be working in my life if I am not spending time in his presence. I am suppose to go away 4 months for intense discipleship for Christians who want to live radically for God I no longer feel like that person but I want to again. I want to die of myself once and for all so over trying to live for myself and working God into the equation. This may of been a horrible desert season where I was made completely dry and empty but I am ready to be filled once again.
