Wish I was able to attend Rock the Universe seems like a ton of people went. On the bright side I just realized today that I am going to be able to attend Passion 2012, since I won’t be leaving to go away for my discipleship program until mid Jan.  I still need to raise money to go away for the semester long program and I am still jobless. I connected with some people also going and we decided to do some car washes and fund raise together, which is pretty sweet since I was like how am I going to put this together. Looking forward to this weekend service since I didn’t attend last week. I hope everyone has an awesome weekend and take some time to reflect as we remember 9/11.

Ok so I went to this church with a friend of mine it’s a bit more spiritual I guess is the best word. Anyhow it’s like my third time there, I sort of like it but I still can’t get my self to be that free in worship lol. To the point the girl she was with just struck me as supper attractive, just her positive energy and the way she worshiped just kind of had me. The end of the service comes and she runs away saying she’ll be back so I turned to my friend to get a lil info turns out she is the Pastor’s daughter run away!!!.  I don’t really date anymore since I am turning towards courtship and I am not ready to be married right now .  I would love to find my other half but I would like to have a stable income outside of my mom’s house,  and at least know my calling for sure and other things.

I did absolutely nothing for 4Th. of July, feel like such a loser. I was invited out to the beach all day, which I avoid after past experiences. Here everyone heads to the beach for every single holiday so it’s not pleasant plus right now I am in whale shape right now lol. I visited this church this past Sunday it was a bit charismatic but not out of control. They have like a spontaneities worship style similar to Jesus Culture which was cool. I am pretty sure I went to church on 4 separate days this past week a new record. This week I really need to focus on getting a job I am going crazy broke. My goal for this week is to witness to a complete stranger, actually my goal each and everyday. There has been a few obvious opportunities but I tend to chicken out stating my lack of biblical knowledge as an excuse. Anyhow have an awesome blessed week everyone and hope you guys had a good 4th.

Woot woot got a pair of slim chinos from A&F on clearance with 40% off, going to be looking sharp come tomorrow morning. I haven’t dressed up for church in awhile, I use to dread wearing dress clothes every Sunday now I sort of don’t mind it coming back.  Throwing on a polo and jeans tend to be way faster though, I would probably be super late all time ironing if churches went back to the conservative dress code.

Eikon at Calvary was pretty amazing, mainly the worship. I’m on my freaking PC doing school stuff because my router is acting crazy ugh! Sanctus Real and The Afters concert tomorrow pretty excited for that and I am very much looking forward to the weekend it’s been a rough school week. I also need to job hunt this weekend i’m going broke already. Hope everyone has an amazing day tomorrow 

=D 3 more days and i’m jobless no sarcasm involved. Looking forward to not working for a little I get to focus on school, chillax, cook and best of all time to get more involved in church.  Going to suck not being a supervisor anymore bossing people around, at the tender age of 20. I got another retail job lined up whenever I go broke prob start late Feb, I was really hoping apple called me though =(..

I wore contacts for the 1st time today. I tried years ago but I just couldn’t get it in, i’m seriously not exaggerating when I say 4 hrs str8 I sat there trying to put contacts in. The mean doctor didn’t allow me to take them home, his policy was that I have to put them in and take them out for me to take them home. To make a long story short i never got them in and the store had to close lol so since then I haven’t tried again. I went and got them last week as usual it took me like an hr but I somehow got one in and the assistant helping me felt sorry for me, so she allowed me to take them home and practice unlike like my old mean Dr. Now I can get them in within 5-10 min yeah! for determination, I still don’t like putting my fingers in my eye.

Saw The Drums and Surfer Blood tonight. Missed most of Surfer Blood show though since I realized I had no cash so I had to drive to a gas station which was 5 min away, but took me 30min because a heats game was about to start in the stadium next to the gas station. It was very hipstery like idk I would prob be my scene a month ago but after becoming a born again christian it was very awkward. The Drums had a real good performance, the lead singer is kind of  weird.